SELF

 Who are you? Who are you really? Once in while the veil slips & you finally see. Are you really from the world that has been presented to you as the one & only world? Is your personal narrative the one you insist on sticking with? Siddhartha was right. You cannot cling? Let go. For X’s sake let go of all those attachments. As my beautiful bride taught me. Cut the silver cord. There is an awakening that awaits each & every one of us. It does not come through passive attending. You must act. You must decide. Just say it aloud... “I wish to finally be awake” Open your eyes. Let go of the silver cord. Let the circus balloon you have dragged around all these year float free. Discover your genuine self. Discover the singularity of who you are & who you are continuous with. There is no division. There is One.  All that is required is that you finally open your eyes and awaken. Awaken. Now.

TRIANGLE

I have discovered the best friendships come in threes. I call it triangulating. Try it. Being single is being all alone. Couples... well, couples is true love I guess. Or maybe true  co-dependency. Way too much pressure. Two couples... now there is politics for you... jealousy comparison,  judgement. Five & more.... let the wild rumpus begin..... But three people together. Three friends. Check it out. That is balanced. The conversation flows. The energy flows. Take a breather. Listen. Trinity. The power of three.

FAMILY

There are two families we belong to. Our family of origin & our spirit clan. The great struggle many of us have had is balancing those two families. Our DNA uncoils. It expresses its manifest destiny & we are born. Our brothers & our sisters; our children, our parents & our ancestors... these present a sequence of links that cannot be unravelled, that lead us back into the dawn of human life here on the planet. This is solid, palpable reality. History. But our real clan lies beyond. I in no ways belittle the profound deep connection that lives in my biology. That is indelible love. I speak my truth, I am seeking my tribe.... my spirit clan. There are individuals here on the earth... here in this Universe that know me for who I am. Seek out your tribe. Seek the brothers & sisters that are connected to you spiritually. They are waiting to meet you, to bring you in to the circle. Your spirit-clan. They will make you whole. 

ORBS

ORIGINS

The great mystery: we live on more than one plane at once. I was born into a time & place. Montreal, Quebec, Canada. March 7, 1958. Into a particular family of a particular heritage with a set number of family members & a given set 0f traditions.  I honour that deeply. That is my personal narrative. The story of my life. Is that who I am, though? That is my persona. The mask from which I broad cast my voice. I am not that me.  As my brother Artur Rimbaud said “Je est un autre....I is an other”. I am a Divine Being having a human experience. When I pray, When I meditate... i enter into the centre of my true being. I cut the silver cord. I wish the mask to fall away. My origins are very distant. Beyond the eons of time. My family of origin. My original family. My family. The origin.

SOLITUDE

The moon, the moon, once again the moon. Sometimes I envy the other myriad sentient beings. It seems only my fellow humans are aware... ever aware of the impending advent of our demise. The moon for me sometimes is a reminder of how close my death looms. Perhaps it aids us to know that our time is limited. Perhaps it spurs us on to seek our higher selves, to move beyond the veil of mortality. Night after night. Profound solitude. I struggle with that.... my movement toward the light is accompanied by an ever-increasing sense of being alone... all, all alone. Alone on the side of the great night sea with my mother White Tara, the Maiden of the Moon.

RELEASE

Love is the great paradox. How do I hold someone close & yet let them go? Agape Love. Erotic Love.  Friendship Love. Love is not possession. Love is recognition. It is my path to achieve the serenity of transcendence. I fear I can only go to those far fields on my own. Alone.  My journey is so brief here in this time bound place. Even my family... my mother, my father, my brothers & sisters, the people I feel the deepest bond with...  I  cut the silver strings that bind me, allow them to float free into the ether. The sadness overwhelms. I bathe everyone I have ever loved in pale,  pure light. I release you.... in love... in peace.... I  enter the solitude of my true self....