Thursday, 2 May 2013

LIGHTHOUSE




The face of the wave like a slap of glass
The smother of sky like an inky sponge
The bob of me like a fallen apple
The shattered ship like a  deck of cards
The drowned crew like a herd of shadows
The naked body like a four a.m. fever
The solitude like a floating wheel
The salt of death like the taste of spit
The cries of the maiden like a forgotten dream
The aimless swim like a dance with a broom
The cause of the calamity like a wedding party
The reason for the voyage like a sick note from mom
The destination like quitting high school
The first mate and his heroism like a burnt out match
The captain and his bluster like a rooster in a millpond
The great black sea like a seed on a bun

Is 
that you 
my sweet 
on the widow’s walk? 
On the roof 
of the clifftop castle?
With the one candle 
that never goes dim.
Hold it high, dear, 
higher than the moon.
I wish  not  to die…..
not tonight 
in this soulless dark
Deep in the drink
I wish not to die
Not tonight dear
Hold high 
your single beacon
Hold it high
I wish 
not 
to 
die

Wednesday, 17 April 2013

LUNATIC




It is said that all mortals live in the inner celestial sphere.... the sphere of the moon. We are subject to all her moods, her dreams, her dark broodings. People in such a state, & that includes all of us, are thus considered “lunatics” or creatures influenced by the moon. I subscribe to Mr. Jung’s theories... we all are mixed of different balances of the male & the female... the anima & the animus. The moon for me is clearly the female. The sun is clearly the male. The moon gives me my intuition & my lifelong melancholy. If I have every written poetry of any lasting value it was always under the influence of the phases of the moon. I toast the moon with pale green Absinthe, with Chartreuse & Cloudberry Gin. I am a lunatic of the highest order. That is what keeps me sane.

CORONA


At the moment of eclipse a miracle occurs. The moon becomes encircled by a corona. A coronation occurs. Like the crown of thorns around the head of the Man. Like the halo round the head of a Seraphim. In the noonday, at a time far from dreams, we are compelled to look up into the skies... to remember the stars. A darkness comes over the land. The first page reoccurs...."The earth was formless & empty, darkness was over the surface of the deep"..."Let there be light....& there was light". The ever present miracle of Creation... the Universe being created, from the void,  this very instant. A coronation occurs. You & I are anointed with light. Again & again!

Tuesday, 16 April 2013

Ah Sunflower





AH SUNFLOWER

Ah Sunflower, weary of time,
Who countest the steps of the sun;
Seeking after that sweet golden clime
Where the traveller's journey is done;

Where the youth pined away with desire,
And the pale virgin shrouded in snow,
Arise from their graves, and aspire
Where my Sunflower wishes to go!

WILLIAM BLAKE

Monday, 15 April 2013

TOTAL ECLIPSE OF THE SUN



Eclipse! Eclipse! The sun has swallowed moon.
I left our secret room for just one hour.
I sought to fetch you William’s sunny flower.
The night of sighs had opened up to noon.
Alone, outside, without your felt embrace,
Amnesia seeps between love’s web-like seams.
I know our bond was built with oaken beams,
But darkness strange engulfs the work day place

& if I leave this world of dreams too soon,
The Aztec clock on heaven’s axis tower
Predicts no doubt about the sky’s sure grace:
The light that pours is one, not separate streams.
Eclipse of sun is moon’s encircled one.
My heart! Your heart! The moon becomes the sun.

Thursday, 14 March 2013

VIRGIN GODDESS OF THE MOON




The Moon’s Austere Command  (for Kat February 14 2013)

The oceans rise at moon’s austere command
& I, no less, am stirred by your embrace. 
For you, my love, lift veils to show your face.
The clouds unfurl, reveal our secret land.

& if the moon, the virgin queen of dreams 
Can frost the fiery sheets on which we lie,
In coils & strokes & licks of shuddered sigh,
Our burning love, my sweet’s not what it seems.

The breeze by which our passion’s flame is fanned
Will ebb away & let the night erase.
The path of light upon the water gleams.
That steadfast source is true & cannot die.
The moon, the moon - she bathes our darkened room.
Her silver seals the everlasting tomb.

Wednesday, 13 March 2013

GLASS ARROW











THE CHALLENGE: PAINT GLASS MOVING THROUGH WATER. How do we perceive light? How do we know the difference between water & glass. If the arrow stayed still there might be planes that refract & reflect differently. But we would likely notice no difference. With movement we see the difference. The purity of glass moving through the purity of water. I believe in GRACE. Grace is beauty in time.... beauty in movement. We call our esteemed leaders... "Your Grace"... because with great, noble leadership time itself becomes beautiful. We speak of God's grace because in the movement of time we see the beauty of the spirit as it moves through eternity & stirs our spirits to pierce through the veils of mortality. The Glass Arrow moves through the crystal clear water... sends shivers to our very core.